It’s only been 4 days since she broke up with me but I’m already feeling pretty good.
Not allowing myself to dwell on things and making plans with friends has certainly helped. But I think it’s because I hadn’t been getting what I need in a relationship from her for awhile.
So even though the breakup wasn’t mutual I can recognize it wasn’t the best relationship when looking back on things.
I still think she is an amazing girl and will make some guy very lucky. She just isn’t the girl for me and it took her ending things to make me see that.
Life is weird sometimes.
Now I get to focus on myself instead of pouring all my energy into trying to make a relationship work. I need to fix my relationship with myself and with my food.